THAT FIRST HALF WAS BEAUTIFUL BUT OF COURSE THE THIRD QUARTER KILLED THEM AGAIN. GOOD LORD I GET SO FRUSTRATED I JUST UGHHH
I have a terrible habit of biting my nails when stressed out but i’m promising myself to stop. It’s been five days and I keep telling myself positively “Oh this isn’t too bad. Oh this is fine.”
NOPE. Fuck I’m literally shaking my fingers. It feels itchy. It feels disgusting. Ugh. I feel weird. I can’t stand it.